Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Well, this is the beginning of my post. It's good to begin at the beginning.
I've read a lot of blogs, and I don't really consider myself a deep person (some people say I am, some don't), so I'll use this blog as a medium to write down whatever it is that's in my head at the moment. I guess it'll be like a brain journal.
What do people write at the beginning? Hmm, an intro of themselves I guess. I grew up in a bunch of different places so I don't feel rooted to any certain place. But I do feel an attachment to a type of place. I love woodsy, clean, half-country half-city types of places where people still act like people towards other people. I get worked up when I hear a sappy country song as much as i do when I hear a hard core song.
I want to make some kind of impact on this world, be useful somehow, but first I have to figure out who I am first and what it is I'm here to do. I'm a work in progress.
I will help out a friend in a heart beat, but I hate people who go around looking for free meals. I believe that those who beg - not as a last resort - are just taking advantage of those people who mean to be kind.
I think highly of thoughtfulness and kindness.
I want to end up a creative, graceful, witty, humorous old woman with lots of grandkids around her. I want to die painlessly in my sleep with no regrets.